My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

45 Now from the sixth hour there was darkness over all the land until the ninth hour. 46 And about the ninth hour Jesus cried out with a loud voice, saying, “Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?” that is, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” 47 And some of the bystanders, hearing it, said, “This man is calling Elijah.” 48 And one of them at once ran and took a sponge, filled it with sour wine, and put it on a reed and gave it to him to drink. 49 But the others said, “Wait, let us see whether Elijah will come to save him.” 50 And Jesus cried out again with a loud voice and yielded up his spirit.  Matthew 27:45-50

I used to think when Jesus quoted Psalm 22 on the cross and said, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" that he was giving voice to his own uncertainty.  That thought comforted me because I felt Jesus empathized with our questions and doubts.  He could relate.  Even Jesus asked "Why?".

I think Jesus chose his final words carefully.  His whole life up to that point had been lived for one purpose.  As Christ himself said in John 12,

"27 “Now is my soul troubled. And what shall I say? ‘Father, save me from this hour’? But for this purpose I have come to this hour. 28 Father, glorify your name.” Then a voice came from heaven: “I have glorified it, and I will glorify it again.”  John 12:27-28

In spite of this, Jesus' words on the cross made me wonder if in his last moments Jesus perhaps wasn't so sure about this plan.  That is until I read the Psalm he was pointing to:  Psalm 22.

You see, Psalm 22 is an explanation of why Jesus had to die on that cross.  By quoting its opening words Jesus was pointing us to the problem of our separation from God ("My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"; vs 1), the solution ("you lay me [Christ] in the dust of death"; vs 15), and the ultimate glorious resolution ("The afflicted shall eat and be satisfied...All the ends of the earth shall remember and turn to the Lord."; vs 26, 27).  Why can we trust him?  Because "he has done it" (vs 31).  His plan will not be thwarted.  It will succeed.

By quoting Psalm 22 it's as if Jesus in his final moments was pointing to the Psalm with all of his remaining strength and saying "Look here!  This is why I'm on this cross!  This is what I'm accomplishing!"

If my former understanding was comforting it was because in his empathetic uncertainty Jesus provided a shoulder to cry on.  But after following him to Psalm 22 he picks up my head and turns my tears into joy.

Psalm 22
1 My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
    Why are you so far from saving me, from the words of my groaning?
2 O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer,
    and by night, but I find no rest.

3 Yet you are holy,
    enthroned on the praises of Israel.
4 In you our fathers trusted;
    they trusted, and you delivered them.
5 To you they cried and were rescued;
    in you they trusted and were not put to shame.

6 But I am a worm and not a man,
    scorned by mankind and despised by the people.
7 All who see me mock me;
    they make mouths at me; they wag their heads;
8 “He trusts in the Lord; let him deliver him;
    let him rescue him, for he delights in him!”

9 Yet you are he who took me from the womb;
    you made me trust you at my mother's breasts.
10 On you was I cast from my birth,
    and from my mother's womb you have been my God.
11 Be not far from me,
    for trouble is near,
    and there is none to help.

12 Many bulls encompass me;
    strong bulls of Bashan surround me;
13 they open wide their mouths at me,
    like a ravening and roaring lion.

14 I am poured out like water,
    and all my bones are out of joint;
my heart is like wax;
    it is melted within my breast;
15 my strength is dried up like a potsherd,
    and my tongue sticks to my jaws;
    you lay me in the dust of death.

16 For dogs encompass me;
    a company of evildoers encircles me;
they have pierced my hands and feet—
17 I can count all my bones—
they stare and gloat over me;
18 they divide my garments among them,
    and for my clothing they cast lots.

19 But you, O Lord, do not be far off!
    O you my help, come quickly to my aid!
20 Deliver my soul from the sword,
    my precious life from the power of the dog!
21     Save me from the mouth of the lion!
You have rescued me from the horns of the wild oxen!

22 I will tell of your name to my brothers;
    in the midst of the congregation I will praise you:
23 You who fear the Lord, praise him!
    All you offspring of Jacob, glorify him,
    and stand in awe of him, all you offspring of Israel!
24 For he has not despised or abhorred
    the affliction of the afflicted,
and he has not hidden his face from him,
    but has heard, when he cried to him.

25 From you comes my praise in the great congregation;
    my vows I will perform before those who fear him.
26 The afflicted shall eat and be satisfied;
    those who seek him shall praise the Lord!
    May your hearts live forever!

27 All the ends of the earth shall remember
    and turn to the Lord,
and all the families of the nations
    shall worship before you.
28 For kingship belongs to the Lord,
    and he rules over the nations.

29 All the prosperous of the earth eat and worship;
    before him shall bow all who go down to the dust,
    even the one who could not keep himself alive.
30 Posterity shall serve him;
    it shall be told of the Lord to the coming generation;
31 they shall come and proclaim his righteousness to a people yet unborn,
    that he has done it.  Psalm 22